when did i start hating everything

when did i start hating everything?

when did i become so overwhelmed by everyone...

when did work become the only thing that i think about and do...

when did school become a fucking chore...

when did i start to feel that i had completely lost my sanity?

you are about to graduate from school and you are #1 in your fucking market?

did you give up on your dream?

was that ever your dream?

when did you decide that you were not funny...

you have been hanging out with people where nobody makes you laugh...nobody.

i have become a new person and have decided that i want to change i want to make a change...

i am so proud of myself for handling myself in a way that was fun and amazing...

and looking forward to the future...

i move forward to the future, remembering that you are not normal, and you are not ghetto, but that you are just you and that is all that matters...

strength of self.

who are you?

a bengali infused blue collar italian man who will never be satisfied...

a bisexual flirt....

a chosen character...

you are capable....you are strong....you are better from that night ironically.

i did not want to be famous, i just wanted to be strong...

making a future for yourself is the gateway to a new idea...