so fucking bored

i do not know what to do anymore at this point, i am so bored, so miserable, so overwhelmed, so pissed, so uninterested, so fucking tired, so over everything to the point that i almost want to cry.

i can not take it anymore, i do not know what to do at all, what is there to do?

i never completely know what it is that i want to do with my life, i continuously go back and forth looking for some form of path...do you know what i want to do? can you tell me what i should do? i do not want to deal with sales jobs that does not invovle real estate, i like the interaction of people but i have also thought about doing something relative to teaching...

teaching is an enjoyable profession. a respectable career field that will benefit everyone including myself, what i neeed to do is move forward with my life and finally make the decision that makes sense....i can not deal with anything more, i need to go back and having fun and find a bartending gig, hit the gym and make it happen...

school is so/so right now, by the end of the semester, i will be fine, and by the summer i will be a graduate....going into the city may or may not be the best move for me, it might be better for me to have a commitment of a car...and it might be major for me to drive...at least it would be something different that you are not used to and have not have done before...

i have been called the next great american philospher...

i have been called an upcoming comedian...

i have been called great.

it meant a lot to me and a lot of people that you would never know...

the idea of being a teacher is the direction i need to be focusing on....being a good guy, a cute guy, and a fun guy...