Sunday, March 28, 2010

i'm thinking of joining the navy

i have walked around almost every situation and asked as many questions as possible probing into my options in order to decide what i should do with my life...

i still have no fucking idea, i do not have a passion for doing that...i should just try and make it happen...

what would i be, sacrificing a dream in order to do what seems responsible...that is not my nature and that is not my soul...

i had a miraculous night, i earned a spot in a network of people that had the ability to provide insight...pretty cool and i understand the ethics of having a tight group...

i hated them, and continuously do...they never took what they were doing all that seriously...maybe i shouldn't of had...perhaps it ruined my brilliance...idk what to say to them...i did a lot, earned a lot...and was respected on so many levels for holding on to who i was enough to showcase my self...

idk anymore if i was wrong, i know that i wasn't but i know i made many people cry...and i appreciated that...

from what i know...it was all realm.

except for him...he should of not been there...he was not capable of understanding what was going on because he had mental problems...

with that said i turn the page and move toward a whole new arena in life...

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