i wish i never met them

i wish i never met them, i wish they never opened my eyes to something that i was never aware of before...i wish that i knew what was left to be true...

was i right? was i the one whom they had encountered?

either way it was all about the angles....everything could have been perceived in any which way in order for it to have made a purpose...

either way you looked at it, it was either a opportunity to look played, or an opportunity that was real....either way that was how i chose to leave them and i guess that was the mark that i had given...

i move forward with new ideas and new thoughts and i look at this wisely and encourage the future...people ask me have i ever felt like shit? and the truth was i haven't.

i never felt the way that they wanted me to feel because i chose not to believe in that...

you could always find solace in your findings and relate them to an experience in which would achieve...something.

that's all that matters.

why mingle with insecurity...i have enough of my own thoughts to create a movement.

nobody can explain natural charisma or capability...why ruin natural selection?

you are here. get excited.

i move forward with new commitments, new goals, and a dream.

my dream is to live a succesful sex filled, very happy gay life.

i want gay friends, culture, and surroundings...i do not want any other entity to indulge in my path.

i want the future to not be calyss but the certainity to be strong.

a poet can only dream.

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