valentines day special

so it doesn't take much to recollect on old thoughts and have them transcend upon almost everything...but it does take a lot to get the courage to get up again when you know that you have been shamed...

everyone in this world has a lost a few...

and what i have learned throughout this time is that you need to learn that you win some you lose some...

i know i won...

i left those people wanting more and could not obtain it...

i by far won!





moving forward to the other issue...i won in my own way and i did feel guilty about everything that took place that night but at the end of it all...drama free is the way to be and thank you i won.

there is nothing left to be said, there is no way to obtain accurate infomration and even apply logical sober ethics to a drunken environment and experience...

do not belive for a second that you are above the actions of others but do believe that you are better than your own.




i have a pretty good life going on right now...it seems that i have moved from 9th to 5th which is crazy....i am the new go to person of it all...i am top rep., i am not superior to others, but what i have concentrated on is learning to forgive the moments and have learned to forgive yourself...

you changed people that night, but at the end of it all....i am not full of myself but i like to have fun and be me and do the damn thing, i will not engage in other people to obtain satisfaction and will not remove myself from strangers, just be yourself it got you far enough and you enjoyed the personalities of those.

i, anthony vow to move forward and with dignity and self-preservation. and have witnessed that being yourself is the only way to successfully move forward and on your own....you became something through all these experiences and that was stronger, and that does mean that you should find the party...because those people that are so few, are out there and you are still one of them...and you will always be...



that was released, that was forgiven, and changes were made...


you have not faultered anywhere else outside of your social/romantic life....

AND IT IS MOTHER FUCKING TIME TO HANG OUT WITH THE GAYS!!!!!!!!!!

they will make you feel at home, because you are what you are...and the heterosexuals just are not cutting it!

live freely and live strong, choose wisely be productive and always listen to your heart.