again

up and down up and down up and down

again i find myself lost...everyday i find a new way not to focus on what is next...

fortunately enough for me i have limited my choices toward my career choice...

and they are as follows:

Journalist.

i'm nosey i think it would be fun to do radio and enjoy life but after a while it wouldn't be that much fuun...

Health Teacher.

i think it would be fun to be a teacher, it is a respectable career that is in demand, and there are so many fucking perks...

T-mobile Manager.

good money and you do enjoy selling and doing the damn thing...

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okay being a pretentious useless vegan bitch....is something that i would never be...

falling into retail is something that i never wanted to do or allow to happpen so idk if i can allow that either...therefore i know i would love to be a teacher i think that it is a brilliant career...however idk what the hell to teach, sometimes people suggest to me that i should be a professor...but i dont think that this something i would want to do either...that would be sort of crap.

the italian thing sounds fun, but again is that really in demand....and i was always good at math but it would take me a really long time to learn math all over again....but it does make you a smart mother fucker.!!!! in the meantime you could bartend until you finished school that would be fun...and you could do a lot after the fact....

i am now over the italian teacher idea...that took 5 minutes....

i have decided that i do want summers off....i think the math teacher idea sounds really good, i do not know why i....

math math math math math....i always loved math i should have probably taken calculus at some point....but if i can get there by the time i am 27 that is something to be proud of....

okay that would take too long...what other options do i have? bio i was never good at, and you might as well do something in the medical field....

physics? be one of those insane hot people that can build robots...because everyone would admit it that that is hot...

no that iis not a good fucking idea...

i think that it might actually be an amazing idea...4 hour lectures??? hmmm? can i handle that?