argh do i hate school

i hate school, i hate linguistics, i hate biology, i hate having an extra online class.

i hate everything, i hate everything about everything.

i hate that my room is a disgusting mess.

i hate that my body has gotten overweight to a point where it doesn't need to go.

i hate that i had several altercations in my life that lead me to not want to be around anybody.

i hate everyone around me. i hate everything going around.

i do not know what i want to do with my life and that creates the most anger, i wish that i found something funny...i am not young enough for the younger generation, and i am not old enough...for the people that i would of enjoyed more then others. i do not know anymore, what is right, and what is wrong. i want to find a way to figure something out because that is the only way for me to move forward.

i wish i could figure something out that would make sense than i would be doing it, if i wanted to do marketing, i would be branding something. i should do something in sales, but part of me questions if i want to even do anything that offers a business vibe. maybe it is time to be a grown up. but what does that entail? what does it entail when yo

u worry about other people consistently?

a nutcase. why did i only hangout with nutcase freaks? or simple people? why didn't i choose to hangout with people that were interesting and that would provide good value as my friend?

now i am almost friendless, no best friends, no life, no love.

no work, no passion, nothing.

i feel that this blog is getting stupid, i feel everything is getting lame. idk what to do anymore, i have no idea, there are no questions needed to be answered, so i have to figure everything out.

comedian is no longer my dream. is writing. what creative avenue could you want to be apart of? WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT!!!!!!!!!

please i need help, i need to know what i am meant to do...i need to know. should i just do sales? Real Estate is probably what I am meant to do, otherwise i just have no idea. no idea what so ever.