i do not wish any harm on all of the mother fuckers that have done me dirty within my life. i can fucking name all of them....of how many have given a shit and turned around to say that they were sorry...
i do not know anymore, i really don't. i dont forgive ever...i hold grudges and i fucking hate those around me...
who cares about online bullshit anymore?
i hate you jay or whatever your name is. i do not fucking understand you nor do i need anything from you. you do not like i there...get the fuck out and go fucking die or whatever you want to do. nobody fucking cares. nobody fucking cares anymore about you...
life isn't what it turned out to be, even in all of life's stresses i still found a time to feel comfortable...and feel fine and feel welcomed by life...and feel as if i could possibly do something that created the potential to be great at something...
wtf! happened!! WHAT?!!?!?! at this point, i am almost passionless....i have ran away from living a life and having fun and into a stream of consciousness that does not deviate away from responsibility and this delusioned idea of being a cool kid.
isn't a cool kid someone who maintains a lifestyle and a life....is being a teacher your passion? idk but it has always come up within my field and life. always.
i think it's about time that you get it together and do the damn thing...you get to a certain point and you figure out that it might be important for you...
this blog isn't genuine. i dont even know what happened today...things just blow up and go out of control....i am so tired of it...i am this close to just moving out, i can't deal with it anymore...i am soooooooooooo serious. and sooooooooooooooooooo over it.
it's time to move on. it's time to move on. it's time to move on.
i am so dissapointed on the pics. i have gotten fat. i need to lose this weight and go back to eating well and at home...i can't deal with that anymore...my room will get finished and school will officially begin.
at that time i will become stronger again.
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