Thursday, July 29, 2010

new day.

i have this never ending suspicion that for some reason i am going to get the boot from my job, idk why i assume this because in all actuality i have no reason to be scared...



if it was meant to happen it would have happened by now...



fortunately for you...you have no quams or worries with anybody....



with your two keys, you did give off a slight atitude however you were going thru something serious and you did not know what else to do and you felt aggravated at the time. maturity needs to kick in here.



like you have previously mentioned, if you knew anything prior you would have known.



there is so much going on elsewhere in terms of new recruitment that you should feel fine that you will be successful in what you do.



in regards to everything else, you called 3 stores and asked to see if they were hiring. one store you actually gave your name but it seemed to have been in a cool way not a way in which it was negative...therefore everything should be alright.



you called the manager there and both managers seemed to be okay about it...so it should be fine.



she said "cool" which probably means that it is cool. so you really don't have anything to worry about.



if you do mention it, you simply state. well i was wondering what was going on and i wanted to see what my options could be because of the general discomfort with a specific person. i think you are completely within your limits. however, you might want to downplay this before it gets back to your mm and then you have negative feedback and a negative portrayal.



keeping in mind, you seem to be doing satisfactory work and being successful therefore reach out for the next step and take advantage of what you can...does this imply you might hold keys? do you really want that added responsibility thrown onto your plate in a time of school?



keeping in mind i will be going to school full time once again come the end of august...not fun nor exciting however that is the nature of the beast....this is what you have to do in order to be successful in the long run.



i refuse to have a job that is solely dependent upon the likes of people's needs and or wants. if i choose to work with people it is going to be based on what they require me in order to do. i do not play that shit.....getting my master's as i get paid a decent salary is the smartest move for me. two years to finish my master's as i am gaining the experience needed to hold down the position. it would only take 3 more years aftewards in order to make $70,000. I will be approximately 29 making this salary, not too bad considering i will also be experienced and well traveled.



my goal in life is to see the whole entire world. not just one continent twice. i want to see the whole world. every summer i will travel to a different nation in order to fully embrace their culture, and identiy. with this travel i plan to bring back good food, good wine, and a brand new insight. only a well traveled mind can truly illustrate their thoughts. what will the rest bring me? who is to say? but i will not be broke.

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